Pull Up: A Song, A Cry for Freedom, and a Turning Point
In 2018, I was navigating a whirlwind of challenges. I was a student at the Aveda Institute, pursuing my dream of becoming an esthetician, while also carrying the weight of a first EP I had released the year before. That EP, released in September 2017, was my first attempt at sharing my voice with the world. I did it completely on my own, with no real knowledge of the music business—just pure drive and creativity. It got some attention, and I even sold a few records. But the reality of being in a toxic environment weighed heavily on me, slowing my momentum and stifling my spirit.
The Story Behind “Pull Up”
While in school, I wrote the song “Pull Up.” The lyrics poured from a place deep inside me—a subconscious cry for freedom, for someone to see me, to rescue me. I was living in a space where the support I needed didn’t exist. Instead, I faced jealousy from classmates and indifference from my husband, who seemed to resent any success I had. Writing “Pull Up” became an outlet, a way for me to imagine a life where I could escape, where someone would finally come and take me away from all the heaviness.
The lyrics capture my longing:
“I think I’m going crazy, been thinking about you lately, and everywhere I look all I see is you. You got me wondering lately if you could be mine. You as my man, us hand in hand, let’s not waste time.”
From Rejection to Recognition
I recorded the song while still in school. Despite the lack of support from those around me, I pushed forward, submitting it to Coast to Coast for evaluation by DJ Drama and Roc Nation A&Rs. The feedback was mixed. DJ Drama gave it a 7 out of 10, calling me marketable but encouraging me to keep working. The Roc Nation A&R, on the other hand, dismissed it completely, saying I should stick to writing poetry. I smiled through their critiques, but as soon as I left, I burst into tears. It wasn’t just the criticism; it was the realization of how alone I felt in my journey.
In the same moment that felt like a defeat, an email came through—a literal sign from the universe. I was invited to perform at a showcase for Dallas Rising Stars, sponsored by Luc Belaire Wine. Even though I was in San Antonio, I made it happen. At that showcase, I received an award and connected with people who remain in my network to this day. One artist from that event, Don Lewis, went on to perform on the BET Awards side stage—a full-circle moment that reminded me of the power of persistence.
Lessons From “Pull Up”
Looking back, this song taught me some important lessons:
1. When One Door Closes, Another Opens
The rejection I faced during that evaluation didn’t define me. It became a stepping stone that led me to new opportunities.
2. Surround Yourself With the Right People
Toxic environments can hold you back more than you realize. Removing yourself from unsupportive people is critical to finding your voice and thriving.
3. Network With Intention
The people you meet along the way can be instrumental in your growth. Build genuine connections and stay connected—you never know where those relationships will lead.
Moving Forward
After the showcase, I took time off to return to my hometown and rediscover myself. I knew I couldn’t thrive in my marriage or with people who didn’t celebrate my vision. Writing “Pull Up” was my subconscious telling me I deserved better, even if I didn’t fully realize it at the time.
Today, I’m still fighting for my freedom and pushing forward. But now, I’m doing it on my terms, unapologetically.
And stay tuned for my next release, Waste No Time, where the story continues. This time, it’s all about action, independence, and moving forward.
Listen to “Pull Up”
You can download and stream “Pull Up” for free . This song is more than just music—it’s a snapshot of a pivotal moment in my life.
Stay Tuned
Stay tuned for my next release, Waste No Time, where the story continues. This time, it’s all about action, independence, and moving forward.
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